Journals
Saturday,Sep 26 2009, 04:50:52 AMMe, one or two years from now!
" yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery, today is blessing" however,,, yesterday is experience, tomorrow is hope, and today is struggle.
everybody has his or her own visions of the future, I do wish that someday (insahAllah), one or two years from now,,, i;ll be a better person in every part of my life, in every position that i have;
* As a wife for my husband and a mother for my kids
i'll settle down my self on an honorable position; as a wife and also as a mother. This position will lead me to becoming a highly responsible person. with based on Quran and sunnahtullah-hadist we'll be happy and strenght family (insahAllah).
* As a child of my parents
i'll take care them as best as i can. present them happiness, though i know that the whole things that i'll have done and the whole happiness that i'll have given them can never repay even the smallest thing that theygiven to me.
(mom' ; may Allah give you His best place in jannah, Amen. RIP)
(dad' ; I love you, best wishes for you)
* As contribution to the society
i'll give the best as i can my self for humanity, i hope that i can live in my society well and keep my comminication with Allah. i'll do my job as teacher, and if Allah willing me i want visit all my friends (insahAllah)
* And most of all ; as a servant of the universe, God Almighty "Allah"
it is not for one or two year's vision, but it is my entire life's vision (forever and ever)
and i want to love everything because of Allah.
I believe that all of "Qadr" (destiny/future) is in Allah's hand. Regardless of challenges that i will face. Human can only plan- whereas Allah is the judge and decision-maker.
But i believe that Allah always gives us many ways to cope with things. Finally ; i hope only to Allah the Highest praise only to Allah. (bless, wish, and willing me) Amen.
wish and pray for me guys :P :D :) Bismillah,,, *cheer, ganbatte, spirit* :)))
Thursday,Jun 18 2009, 04:13:05 AMLove Me,
Have you ever thought that people do not like you? But it could be worse when you couldn't love your self. What people said really meant a lot to me. Indeed, it was so important to that, i often ignore my own feelings,
My feeling was such a monster to me. Anxiety and fear haunted me and upset me. I felt that i could never did somthing right - somthing that would make other like me. yea , that silly idea! I was lost in my guilty feeling. I felt so useless!
Sometimes, I could feel something mad inside me. It was screaming and strugling to get free from ...
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Thursday,May 7 2009, 03:31:20 AMwRiTTeN oN tHe sTaR
Cold night... Owl songs... Starry sky...
Do you like star? Mmhh... yes i do!
Looked above at the starful sky and enjoyed the wind blowing... im pointed out to one of the brightest stars. Although i cant see it clearly, i know my names are written there,... Probably... Allah writtes it for me... Yeah, because Allah loves me... Yes, He does... *smiled*
Monday,Apr 20 2009, 03:07:10 AMJinsei we utsukushii { LiFe iS bEaUtiFuL }
i'm realized, because i have faith. Do you know what it is? you're right, it's because of the spirit of Islam {Allah). We believe that our life is only a place to earn the provosions to reach the next enternal life. The kind of life that offers either enerternal pleasure or misery.
Allah is fair...
if He wants, in a fraction of a second He can give us all we want. its easy for Him. How ever, He appreciates our efforts, our struggles, it is not the same, the patient, people, and the empaty ones. ...
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Wednesday,Apr 15 2009, 02:54:34 AMIn Meditition
In Meditation 1
in meditation... Everthing with a soul turn over... Air suck in the last breath... The earth chases man's step... in meditation... water cleans stain... The sky opens with the flapping wings... Angel who scatter fragrant musk,
In Meditation 2 ...
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