Journals
Monday,Apr 20 2009, 03:07:10 AMJinsei we utsukushii { LiFe iS bEaUtiFuL }
i'm realized, because i have faith. Do you know what it is? you're right, it's because of the spirit of Islam {Allah). We believe that our life is only a place to earn the provosions to reach the next enternal life. The kind of life that offers either enerternal pleasure or misery.
Allah is fair...
if He wants, in a fraction of a second He can give us all we want. its easy for Him. How ever, He appreciates our efforts, our struggles, it is not the same, the patient, people, and the empaty ones.
Heaven is very expensive, its costs much and desperate persons would never enter it.
I understand we received much of Allah worthy gifts, most of us realize it only after we lose it.
One thing for sure, im so happy now because Allah still gives me the chance to pray, smile, share... im sorry Allah, as a muslim figthers I should be grow up and be strong... ah, JINSEI WE UTSUKUSHII... :)))
previously...
Nani shiteru?... Kore?
Doushite? kokoni ita kuinai no?...
Chigau! kokoni iru koto ga suki. Demo, kore o mou ii ...
yame tai
wakaranaika? :'(
Sorewa chigau! Hontou...? Jya, watashini wa, nanno imi...? "d" Dame!! dame! kaere!
Gomen... Kami-Sama (Allah) :'( Zutfo sobani ite...
Hhh... Cho`, mecha-2, mecha... tsumannasasso~ Genki dashite "d" ... Ganbatte!!!
Wednesday,Apr 15 2009, 02:54:34 AMIn Meditition
In Meditation 1
in meditation... Everthing with a soul turn over... Air suck in the last breath... The earth chases man's step... in meditation... water cleans stain... The sky opens with the flapping wings... Angel who scatter fragrant musk,
In Meditation 2
Many souls die trying to find a peace... On poisoned tusk which torn epidermis...
In Meditation 3
My soul flies with white flapping wings... In searching for a true love... My artery begin to feel His arriving...
In Meditation 4
I wake up from my very long deep sleep... Wrapped in a white shroud... Guided by courageous angels...
In Meditation 5
My soul flies in a harmonious honesty... Dancing with style... In a heavenly garden...
Give up everything to your creator. When you do it, try to feel it, and wish that you see God or atleast God sees you. That's the highest level in meditation. This meditation can wipe away your sins, without decreasing your merit and it can heal you, physical and mental illnesses. The Meditation is called "shalat" that always we do five times a day... { Dzuhur, Ashar, Magrib, Isya, Subuh}.
Saturday,Apr 4 2009, 07:49:32 AMDear God
Dear God,
im sorry for ignore YOU, I forget YOUR worshipping, im forget my duty...
Dear God,
im sorry for my bad attitudes, I've done so many mistake and wasted my precious time, im sorry im to admirer and adore this world...
Regret... I really am regreting my foolishness,
forgive me Allah, ... forgive me...
Dear God,
im really tired... i miss YOU... i wanna go home... Forgive me...
Dear God,
give me strenght, patience,... to continuing all of this,
Amen.
